Dreams if they can come true, the poster on side will be spread all over in the next day. Ahh today was ten days to the day I would like to hold the event and I have not heard back from the realtor that I hope too work with, I have been rejected two places thus far. I fear I jumped before rigging a net, what am I going to do? is it to close? It is time to be more aggressive and track down a number where someone will answer the phone. If it doesn’t happen with this space what can I do? The space excites me I think it could prove itself as a gallery and maybe we will all do well – I want a gallery now that would be something. Ha ha I can hardly pay my own rent let alone take on another. But I am only as I was created, my brain has been seemingly stubborn. Back in yoga class that always does something, I went back to the old studio today, it was pretty cool but hot ha ha. My focus with the practice has gotten better through all these years, I hope that is happening with my art and the business. The struggle for me has always been being able to calm down, settling into the moment, possibly my life has been a test of patience… it is getting better, but there are moments it quickens this feeling everything feels dire I messed up again but it passes they all do. This event can happen I feel it to be possible!! in the meantime I will pray.
